it's always "jerraldine, help me with my beard", "jerraldine, print/scan/copy/fax this for me", "jerraldine, teach your sister this", "jerraldine, make this, so I can eat it", "jerraldine, do this for your grandma", "jerraldine, do this, that, and this..."

i try to do them all, even if i didn't like it. and there was never acknowledgement, or a simple word of thanks. not that i care anymore.

and i get" i was wrong to give birth to you"

THANKS

since you've already say that, why did you get pissed when i said that how i wish i wasn't born.

you ask me if i like to spend time with my friends than with you ppl

well, my answer is yes.

all you care about is them.

both of you care about him because he's underprivileged.

both of you care about her because she's everything you all ever wanted.

both of you care about her because she's cute and adorable, and the youngest.

unlike me, my studies are so-so, i went against your expectations, i didn't do whatever you all wanted. it's always about you people. what about me?

take today's lunch for example.

you don't even know what i like/dislike, and you know whatever they like/dislike.

one reason why i like my friends more because even they know what i like or dislike.

and even if i liked them more, i can't be with them because of you people.

thanks for depriving me of happiness.

oh, not only that.

did i mention i had to watch a movie by myself( not that i didnt enjoy it) and i can't even find a friend to go genting with me? how pathetic.

jerraldine, i despise you.